The title says it all. I haven't been online to post anything in a while. I've popped up here and there, commenting on some of your blogs, but nothing major for myself. Now you know why.

I'm moving soon. Again. My mom is getting a bigger house and I have to find my own digs pretty soon. Very soon actually. I should be out before my birthday.

I'll see you all as soon as I can. I am planning to do an interview for Lucy. I've picked Candy Caine as my intended target. She's made a big splash here in the short time she's been around. It's going to be off the chain for real. She and I have talked a couple of times, and each time it's been an experience!


This is why I don't wear that SPEEDO Kristen keeps requesting!


I'll be back as soon as possible. Don't stop stopping by!

P.S. How disgusting is it that that nasty ball bag is really mine? I don't even remember who took that picture! Must have been someone with a strong stomach. If anyone was wondering what Hetzie was talking about when she mentioned 'door knockers', now you know!

I want to go to Japan with Adam and Grace! I've listed several reasons why I want to go. They are as follows:












Those are some of my reasons. There's more! But those are the most impressive ones. If it wasn't that he was going on his anniversary, I would so go with him. Adam could help protect me from myself. And Grace could pick up my heart every few seconds I fell in love, and got if broken when the object of my affection walked away.

I've made up my mind. I'm going. I'm not sure when, but I'm going. I don't reccomend anyone trying to stop me!

A few months ago, maybe even several months ago I posted something that hurt someone's feelings. I called my ex The Whore of Babylon. It would appear that that hurt her feelings a bit.

At the time, that's exactly what I intended to do. I wanted her ro hurt as much as I did. I don't know if her pain was as great as mine, but I guess in this world of hurt, pain is pain.

She's apologized for the things that caused me to write what I did. Does that mean I should apoogize for my writing? Okay, so maybe she's not the Whore of Babylon, but dayum, you get the point right?

I can't even get into this the way I want to. I've got to do some things before I go to work today. If uou can, holla back at me and leave me some ideas on what I should do.

Thanks in advance.

I've got some letters inside of my drawer
that should have been stamped and delivered
One is addressed to my ex
it says I'm the type of man who can't be lived with
One is addressed to my friends
it says I'm a mess so y'all can't visit
One is addressed to myself
but I don't know what personality or hand to give it

I'm a God damn misfit...mismatched, but never missed much
Mr Right-time-wrong-place with a long face until our lips touch
I don't miss the mistrust, its what got our messages mixed up
Before I rip up your letters let us see if I can tear you away from his clutch

This stuff's a whole other drawer
from a different dresser I'm not ready to address
I went to the west to get my mind off things and I'm already depressed
I give up. Get let down. Down play. Play games. Put on my game face
Face my pharmecudial needs and feed on my medicine, but I don't like the way it tastes

I go place to place without enough money to put a bed under me
So I share my sleeping space with rodents, insects, and dust bunnies
I laugh at the mess I've created for myself until it gets unfunny
But I'm content in the fact that they don't expect respect, sex, love, or trust from me

When I'm hungry I can taste it
I hide in the basement
Check up on me every now and then
Because my mood swings low...and I can feel myself going down again

Falling off is easy. Getting put on takes a bit of ass kissing
I'd rather listen to myself flop on the ground than hear the sound of a mattress spring
I rap and sing and talk and write and often type with 2 fingers
The "hunt and kill" method
I edit one third of a word per second

Your emails sit in my unsent box. If you're a girl that I miss
You'll eventually get my virtual good bye kiss
The rest are addressed to my friends and the subject line is "Just check this fine bitch"
And the one for myself is untitled but...its the same virus

My wrists get slit on your shoulder blades
when I lose my grip while I hold your face
Let it drip on your golden laced silver slip...
spilling all over the place
I'd lay my jacket over the blood puddle when we'd go on dates
to prove that I'm a gentleman, peddling my bike at a slower pace

"The sum of the parts doesn't equal the whole," she states
Before my parents get home I'll take
time to find the fragments of our relationship
and glue back together this broken vase.

Falling in love is easy. Falling out of love takes a bit of practice
I'm good at both without even owning a mattress
I never asked for a kiss without deserving one.
If you never saw me cry before
wait for the next time I wake up on the wrong side of the floor

I've got some letters inside of my drawer
that should have been sent by now
Sealed in an envelope
One is addressed to my ex
and it says that I feel our friendship's a joke
One is addressed to my friend
and it says his ex-girlfriend's on coke
And one is addressed to myself on a personal note
Unopened...filled with endless quotes

Whenever I spoke, they'd close me in and bust my lip
Now I wear parenthesis on my temples, step to the podium and just think
Whenever lonely I shrink...hold myself...squeezing tight
Before I sprawl out on the hardwood floor and kiss myself to sleep at night

I have dreams of flight, but I'm not floating
The ground is approaching awfully quick
So I wake up screaming for you to catch me
That's what I start every day off with

I may talk shit, but there ain't much else to do in this prison cell
And lucky for me no one listens well...especially when I dis myself
I'll fly away on a pig when my living hell freezes over
And since I'm used to the cold I'll be able to rest my head on Jesus' shoulder

Explanations are in order for why these floor boards are always freezing
I guess it'll all make sense once we get older and reach the Age of Reason
Until then, I'll have no reason to sleep in. Not even on weekends
Unless we're together, because my will power will probably weaken

Deepen my appreciation for the current condition
because I'm sick of always feeling like something is missing.

I slumber in one position. Crouched up an fetal like.
And the couch sucks cuz my feet are like...given no space to breathe
while I embrace my knees

So its off to the floor because I can't sleep anywhere else
That's where I write these letters to all of y'all but never send 'em

It's better to just keep to myself

Its better to just keep to myself

Its better to just keep to myself

Giving head massages the jaw while burning 32 calories.

Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth!

The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile!

Having nice sex burns 358 calories.

Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories.

Take off her clothes
with her consent.........................12 cal
without ......................187 cal

Take off her Bra
With two hands..........................8 cal
With one hand .........................12 cal
With mouth.............................85 cal

Put on Protection
hard ........................... 6 cal
soft ..........................315 cal

Foreplay
Looking for target .................8 cal
Finding G spot ......................92 cal
I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal

Entry
Holding her..................12 cal
On the floor .................8 cal

With Different Position
Missionary ..........................358 cal
Doggy ...........................316 cal
69 lying ...............................286 cal
69 standing.............................512 cal
Italian hanger .........................912 cal

Orgasm
Real ...............................112 cal
Faking................................315 cal

After "O"
Lying in Bed ............................18 cal
Hop off the bed ............................36 cal
Wondering why she left pissed off...........816 cal

Get dressed
Quiet and calm ...........................32 cal
Rushing .........................98 cal
Heard her boyfriend opening the door.............1218 cal
Heard her dad at the door .............1942 cal
Her mom walking in........................Priceless!!!LOL